A Sleepless Odyssey
For over a week, I've barely slept. I've barely eaten. Without my wife, I might not sleep or eat at all. Work has consumed me. My brain spins endlessly, processing algebraic symbols and the elusive objects from Plato's world. Something new is forming. At least, it's new to me.
Will it be of use to anyone? Right now, I don't care. It's beautiful, and that's enough. A puzzle is unfolding before me.
I don't know what the final picture will be. Many pieces are still missing. The box is vast, overflowing with possibilities. Strangely, I find myself returning to ideas from my doctorate. Back then, they were mysteries. Now, I understand them. Now, I develop them.The Edge of Reality
To satisfy your curiosity, I'll share what I'm working on. Although, I doubt anyone will understand. But I’ll tell you anyway. Think of it as surrealist poetry.
On the edge, there’s a great concentration (critical density) of Black and White...
Our world—our entire reality—is a complex domain. This domain has an edge, and our lives unfold along this boundary. We have no clear view of its interior. Perhaps, just a glimpse. Deep within the domain, a spotlight of consciousness shines, like a lighthouse, illuminating the edge point by point.
The Cycle of Time
Each point touched by light marks the passage of our "time." Time is cyclical. Reincarnations. For those who live only on the edge, with no insight into the interior, the cycle repeats endlessly. Every point on the edge has its opposite—somewhere, infinitely distant.
Within the domain, time does not flow. Inside, there is no difference between reality and imagination. Inside, Geometry dwells. Geometry akin to Escher’s devils and angels. Our edge is not the only one. There are others, adjacent to ours, with other "lives" existing in different dimensions.
Not only is our "time" cyclical, but our space also loops back on itself. It closes with a cap shaped like a truncated double light cone.
The Operators of Existence
The domain is filled with operators. Our point on the edge, along with its opposite—the tip of the cap—is also an operator. This operator is anti-commuting with the lighthouse. It remains anti-commuting through all "time." The tangents to the edge are four Dirac gamma operators.
But there is a fifth gamma operator, anti-commuting with the four "normal" ones. Together, they span a five-dimensional space. The domain is "round." But if a "wind" distorts it slightly—it creates unstable gravity waves—that’s GRAVITY.
